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02 February 2005 @ 03:15 pm
I think that the combination of not feeling well and the stupid weather and all the stupid loud people is the reason I'm feeling a bit...what's the word? Oh, right. Bitchy. I don't know. Plus there's homework. Which yes, needs to be assigned but really, does it need to be assigned so early on in the year? Or how about it just get abolished?

I'm actually taking my bitchiness out on characters. Characters that aren't even mine. A bunch of the fics that I've been reading have been painting Buffy in a very negative light. I don't even do it on purpose, it's like I'm drawn to them and then I want to hit her because some of these authors have been doing a really good job at making me not like her. As a matter of fact, I've been mocking her as I watch an episode of season six for the past half hour or so.

Maybe I should use this to my advantage when role-playing...it could work, especially with one of the evil characters.

Anyway, better I get rid of the frustration (which I don't even know where that came from in the first place) by mocking characters...no matter how strange that sounds to some...than taking it out on some poor person in real life, right? Venting on the journal seems to work too, so yay there. Oh the joy and blah, blah, blah...

Do you see what I mean?

Well...there is supposed to be a murder scene soon in Deadly Games...maybe I'll write that so that it'll be ready when I need it later.

Yes, I am strange, eccentric, whatever you want to call it. Doesn't matter. That's what I'm going to do. Either that or some character that I RP is going to get even more evil than before.

Whatever works, I say.
Feeling: bitchybitchy
Soundtrack: Angel (and Buffy...watching both)
jaded_angltears on February 2nd, 2005 03:28 pm (UTC)
Wow. Yeah you and me are feeling really bitchy so yeah, it's interesting. LOL. But I totally agree with the taking it out on characters. I agree with that.
Nicoleblue_icy_rose on February 16th, 2005 10:36 am (UTC)
Well, all I can say is that when we're both bitchy, no one better come to our room. They may suffer the consequences. LOL. Okay, that could be me exagerating but whatever. You know what I mean.
midnightamidnighta on February 2nd, 2005 05:12 pm (UTC)
If only homework could be abolished! I've been working on an assignment,a presentation, all night *groans* Feeling frustrated myself as several things are going so not right. Taking it out on characters? Sounds like a good idea to me. Since I don't RP, I'll be settling down to sulk.
Nicoleblue_icy_rose on February 16th, 2005 10:35 am (UTC)
Sulking works just as well as a good RP, I say! Anyway, I think they should make a law where homework is abolished. It would be nice.

A girl can dream...