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13 December 2005 @ 02:22 pm
GRRR!!!! ARGH!!!!  
Feeling: Image hosted by Photobucket.com infuriated

I was in a grand mood earlier. Not even half an hour ago I was hyper and giddy.

I'm now infuriated and rapidly making my way to pissed off. Just...gah!

Okay, so for Christmas I'm making the gifts for my two BFFs. Right? Okay, great. Except one problem. I brought the stuff back months ago because I figured that it would be safe here of all places because my mom is like one of those people who is way organized. Today? I can't find the stuff for either of them! I call my mom thinking "Hey, she'll know where they are." What happens?

I get told that one should be in my closet and one should be in the bottom drawer. I'd already searched in the closet but I gave the drawer a shot. Nada. And somehow, I get the feeling that I just got completely blamed for it since my closet isn't organized enough. Well of course it's not organized! I've got fricking Kachina dolls in there until Christmas decorations get put away. I've got totes and shoe boxes and regular boxes. Pictures are under my bed. My room has become the fricking storage/ironing room and suddenly it's my fault that I'm living out of my hamper and bag for the next five weeks which leaves the room looking messy?! Oh no, I don't think so. I've never wanted to just scream in frustration more than I did ten minutes ago when talking to my mother.

Seriously, I've searched my brother's room even and couldn't find any of it. The stupid tote that one of the things I need might be in isn't in the spot my mom said it would be in. So if I feel the need to swear and maybe kick my bed, I think I'm a bit entitled.

I'm ripping this house apart to find this stuff and if that isn't okay with anyone then too damn bad. Because without that, I can't make the gifts and then I can't get them anything because money's just a bit short at the moment. So the house is going down. End of story. I will find this stuff.

But if I just sit and scream or have a bit of a cry, well, don't mind me. It's well needed.

*sigh* And now I'm off...
midnighta: seacastlemidnighta on December 13th, 2005 07:06 pm (UTC)
*wishes she could send you Superman and his X-Ray vision* :( I hope you find them soon.
Nicole: We need to fix this so it's all states.blue_icy_rose on December 13th, 2005 09:23 pm (UTC)
*hugs* Thanks! I actually found one of them and I'm much better than I was earlier. :)